hi, its the second post for today and this is practically nothing concerning you. So further reading is rather optional.
you did it again, you got me and yet again. i broke a promise i realized that. quick flash of what i saw made me realized that you're no different either. those words you said, circled through my brain. i cant stop thinking about what you wrote and believe it or not, i actually cried. I ACTUALLY DID FOR SOME STUPID UNIMPORTANT A NOBODY GUY like you. i feel it happening to me, this horrible pain inside me so i pressed my face against the pillow as if i could scour away the memory of you.
and there you are, unknowingly talk to me as though nothing happened, as if all of your words were meant to stand in for everything. but you know what? right now, i really dont give a shit i dont facebook-stalk you anymore or think anything beyond. i will suppress my feelings everytime you talk to me coz i dont want to be reminded of how you made me genuinely happy then.
somehow i figured that you're not worth my time. but believe me, (okay this may sound a little corny but wtv) if we're meant to be together, then somehow someday we'll cross paths again. so till then, i'll wait for that day to come, well provided that we're destined of course.
xoxo,
me.