Reality Check: O level in another 63 days.
I have started mugging for chemistry though, which is a good start. I never knew i would have such passion for chem. Haha, I loved Chemistry. And i really wished i could dropped physics and math. The only two that i can't seemed to cope with. But i am still holding on because i know i ought to. Its a waste that my brain refused to work with numbers and formulas.
Today marked the second day of prelims and i totally screwed up for social today. I was rushing through everything that for the last 5 minutes i practically wrote down anything that i happened to come across lest it will gain me few marks. And thank god, english was manageable. Passage was relatively easy. Summary too. I hope i'll move up one grade up to A2 for prelims as I have always seen a B3 on my report slips. Its time i make room for something new.
Speaking of which, im glad i scored a frigging A1 for Malay. and I am not boasting about my grade but it just so happened that im beyond happy because i have expected at least a B. and i have always hated it when people labeled me as a smart ass or anything that is within the meaning itself, particularly when i scored distinctions. Honestly speaking it can get really annoying because it......it just is okayy. I have always wanted to address this issue about these people but never really approached it. Not everyone knows what happened back then.....and im not going into details for that.
Honestly, it is exhausting and it is further compounded by the fact that people have always asked "Why are you so smart/What did you do to get 3rd in class/How did you study?" I swear that was what people kept asking me. I mean, we're in the same class so that also means that we are of the same standard. Again im not bragging about my intelligence. I would always fobbed them off with the same usual excuse, just to stop them from prying too much.
Compared to WC, i am not at all near so don't always call me smartpants just because you think i am one.
moving on, i guess its time for me to be on hiatus already......for obvious reasons.
so as of today, im not gonna be posting anything on this page and you're not gonna see any good updates about anything.