I went Hari Raya with my girls and boys and as expected, we had fun. Like the previous year too, we went home at 1am. (MORE PRETTY) Pictures are at Facebook :) And last weeked, i went to Malaysia with my close relatives and by night my feet hurts like hell mainly because i was wearing heels...and i regret it, a lot. Nevertheless, it was a fun trip going shopping at a not-so-foreign-place.
On another note, prelims result were disappointing and demoralising enough. I failed and scored an F for math and science. But i am content with everything else, for that matter. Never mind for my math i can still push myself. Speaking of which, I just spoke to Mr. Ng on the phone, he insisted on speaking to my parents because of my poor results. -________________________-
O levels is in 26 days and my urgency level is still at a pathetic zero. zilch. nothing.
Anyway, i had the most terrifying dream last night, or rather a nightmare that plagued me every time I am awake and im not gonna tell you play-by-play. I swear to anything although it was just a nightmare it was so surreal i had to pinch myself to make me realize on reality. Believe it or not, it was the most terrifying moment, as i woke up this morning with tears rolling down my cheeks. See how scary it is? It was not anything involving ghosts or someone kidnapping me or anything pysical. It was emotionally disturbing and i tear up a little when i told F this morning. But still the good side that came out of it, everytime i thought of you, last night's nightmare somehow reminded me to appreciate you more because....well, you never know what's gonna happened in life, right?
Apart from that, there has been alot going on recently, i mean in life generally. People come and go but i did not expect that from you, at all. If what i thought was the reason you have been ignoring me, then i reckon you are being immature. I have the right to do what i did but you don't have the right to stop me from doing it. AT ALL. and trying so hard to prove to me that you're better off without me by faking everything? Gosh, I am speechless. Really i am.
Sorry for the lack of updates these days. Nothing in my life right now is going right. Sigh.
ps/ you are five and i am six but so? If i say i do means i do.