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| This is supposed to be moving! Why is it not moving?!??!? OMGGG. This is stupid enough. |
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| For once im saying this, he looks good while sniffing his lungs out. Truth be told, i hate guys who smokes but it seems that all the guys i had crushed on smoked including you. Oh, what to do >.< |
Okay, so based on some pshycological studies, a crush only exists for a maximum of 4 months only. So explain what does it mean to be crushing on the same person for a year a month now? So with crush out of the picture then there's love, i can think of now. Now there i go again. I am so naive as to believe what i read on the internet/anywhere. I am so convinced that i might be in love, like reallyreally love you, or so i thought. I am so gullible to believe that maybe we are destined to be together. Because i keep falling in and out of love with you. Because i do not believed that all these times that i keep seeing you in my dreams and the number of times i have been 'casually' bumping into you this whole time, it is for nothing. Doubtlessly, i don't believed its for nothing. In contrast, i believed there's something waiting for us. Its just a matter of when boy. I know it is and i trust myself.
Anyway, on a happier note i absolutely loved cute boys. They are so nice to look at and don't lie. Because i believed that even girls with boyfriends will helped themselves to those boys. And so i was doing nothing significant when i stumbled upon these pictures of cute boys and decided to have some of them perking up my page. Recently, i have befriended some cute boys and yeah i am content. HEHH. And i hate how society is now. Because people stereotyped and make matters seem more complex than it should be. For example, when a girl says she loved boys (in general), people will have the tendency to think that OHGOSHHH SHEMUST BE A SLUT/FLIRT/BITCH . When you eat plenty, you will be labeled as FAT but when you don't, you are considered an ANEROXIC. When you read, you're a nerd but when you don't, you're stupid. You let someone in, you're easy. You don't let someone in, you're too uptight. You smoke, you think you're cool. You don't smoke, you're a loser. You wear make up, you're a slag. You don't wear make up, you're ugly. And the list goes on. It never stops, im telling you. So i reckon you should say this to society now.
Hmm, let's see. First, fucking, second slut and now bitch. Woww, im getting vulgar by the minute now. But who cares right? I mean everyone says that too. Its not a crime i just think its inappropriate. Goodbye now. I need sleep. I have not slept a wink since last night. I was not supposed to blog this long actually but i can't help it when my blogging bug gets into me.
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