On fifteen November was very special. Beyond words can say. My favourite people on the face of earth made me realized that birthdays can really be beyond special. Monday was like the epitome of a perfect day. I could not possibly have asked for more than what i got. And like they said, things that go unplanned are always the best. Nobody can deny that. Ever. I swear to anything. Nothing beats them. I know i am not exactly that articulate of a person so i didn't exactly express my thoughts and feelings really well but just so you know, i am ever so grateful for the troubles you people have gone through to make the outcome a success <33 It was a moment of contentment for me and everyone i supposed. When i re-read the notes and letters and saw the presents once again, it always felt like the first time that i read and saw everything. I loved how that feels like. So then that night, i lay down, contemplating. I seemed to overthink everything, everyone and have so much fear engulfed me and i felt so overwhelmed by it. I have so much fear lingering on my door that sometimes i got myself paranoid for no apparent reason. But nevertheless, the one thing i loved about myself is that i get over things fast [Notice i said things, not someone or a person]. I might be all sad and grumpy but the next minute i will get over it and will be all smiles. Just like always.
And special thanks and everything to Nuurainy aka Nia for the white lies and all. I love you people <33. I fucking love these people (Thats the first vulgarity i have ever written on my blog so that i reckon pretty much emphasized on how much i appreciated their prescence.) hehh.
Tomorrow is the day. Like finally. Its our grad night aka prom night minus the couple dancing i supposed. Its okay that our school may be the only exception by helding it in our school hall. Come on, we can be like the americans. They had theirs in school too as far as i know. Its our last chance to gather everyone again before we proceed on in life, pursuing many different things in life. And i got myself a date, or wtv it is you called.
