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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

there are things you would tell others (except me)


hi. i hv not been here for awhile and anw life is extremly exhausting for everyone but it has reached its limits as for me. well, i dun know how im supposed form my clumps of thoughts into proper sentences cuz i reckon, the chances that you're gonna understand what i've been going through are wafer-thin. i've got so much on my plate, till the point everyone tends to let the fact that im only 7teen (okkkk, fine, almost 7teen : B one more year i can go clubbing and partayy all night!! ha ha) slipped their mind.


hi. i live to eat. i literally live to eat. i luv food so much i realised i need to get my ass down to the gym but...who am i kidding im so lazy i  would rather locked my eyes on my television screen than working out heh, yupszxc thats how lazy i am and omggg i 've gained like so much calories and i am afraid i cannot stop eating because universal truth is, food is addictive, or so i thought heh.


hi. my darling is going to have an operation tmrw and i can only afford to remember her in my prayers, and will drop by with my girls and boys this friday. we all believed you will be fine because a person like you is loved by Him. we love you, HURUL<3.<3


hi. i loved work. lately, my life has been occupied with work and i dont seemed to mind in either way. work makes me happy. work makes my mind occupied. i sounded like a workaholic and i couldnt have agreed with myself more. bottom line: work keeps me sane, which is what i needed most right now.


hi. you got me ever since you sang to me and played your guitar. i believed you when you pulled me aside and said that things are going to be okay. thanks for being there when i needed someone and thanks for sticking up for me. thanks for being you DC.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Im so scared of losing myself. Something feels heavy and im afraid it'll get the best of me and reduced me to more than what i've become now.