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Saturday, April 30, 2011

50 heart over mind


Royal wedding was today and i bet millions around the world wants to witness it so badly just like my mom. Ever since she got back from work in the evening her eyes were practically already glued to the telly screen until late night. And in all channels she flipped through are all about this royal family while my dad are those like "oh they're getting married k wtv" kind of person and decided to zone out, completely. As a girl, i cant help it but felt a tingle of excitement for Kate and ha ha I AM SO JEALOUS LA PLZZ omgoshh she's literally a cinderella in REAL-LIFE this aint a fairytale its all real, they're going to have babies soon and will lived happily ever after in a huge mansion. She already gets her prince while im here still waiting for my prince to come and turn my image of fairytales into real life circumstances. Oh wait, i should grow up and learn by now that fairytales do not exist (hardly). Lucky for Kate Middleton. 


Well moving on, today marks the end of the first week of the academic week and believe it or not, 2 weeks into school and im still experiencing major culture shock. Everything is just so overwhelming and i always say that tomorrow will be a better day but it never happens. Hardly does. Im just so afraid i will lose it, someday. And when that happens, im going to stab myself. Ha ha.