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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

you can run over me


Think about how much things are different right now compared to the past. I miss the old days when life was easy for me. Oh wait, what i meant was less of a suffer. Who am i kidding, life can never be smooth-sailing or safe to say, its hardly easy. Orientation last week was exhausting and painful to the point that we suffered from sunburnt and didnt turned up for school. But nevertheless, im so glad we've bonded as a whole and i cant even read the awkward atmosphere that used to hang around us. Oh and i remember how Josiah and Amierul kept on teasing me about the starbucks guy who tried to hit on me ha ha, epic fail. They're hilarious gay boys and i loved them. They cracked me up everytime.

Moving on, lessons has officially starts and today marks the third day of learning. Truth be told, i wasnt prepared both mentally and physically. Body is failing me. This whole week has been overwhelming, i can feel my bones breaking apart and i have yet to brace myself of what to come. I am so afraid of practically everything. Goodness gracious, with fingers crossed i hoped i could get this past ever so quickly. I need something to keep me sane. Gotta pick up a hobby already... :/

On a happier note! Tomorrow is just so happens that i have no class and no practicum(wtv is that) which for the obvious equates to us all being able to sleep in yayy!! For the past 3 days that had been hectic enough, i need tomorrow so badly. I have been climbing those stupid two hills just to get to class everyday and as a student, can i please suggest that you would assigned each class to ONLY one venue? Its hard to have only 15 minutes to find those stupid buildings and its not even in sequential order, which adds to the agony apparently. I bet im not the only one who gets lost every so often but its ok because the seniors are there to even walk you to class. Almost everyone was late for this week's lesson and having being in a huge school, with masses of people everywhere, thats particular about punctuality is just so hard for the students. But i'll get used to it by the 3rd week, or atleast, thats what they say.

K i think thats long enough ha ha xx !!

ps/my life has been plainly boring these days but you keep me alive!