I am halfway there.
I can't just give up now, can I?
Well in any case, i'm going to make a change.
I'm determined to do so.
Nothing is going to stop me.
I flip through the channels today, but nothing pops out at me. So i went to my room, tried to be more productive but its unfortunate that i get distracted even by the littlest things. So i went online, but appeared to be offline because i dont want to have some desperate people like you talking to me. (Honestly, im kind enough that i didnt block/remove you from my list.) So then i spent the rest of my time reading things, from books to magazines. I read until to the point of exhaustion. By late afternoon, i have run out of reading material.
Okay, well anyway you may call me mean on some level or wtv because i didnt know father's day even existed. And by that, im not saying i dont love/respect my father. I mean i do, he is my FATHER, after all. Even though we shared space for almost 16 years now, im always unsure of how to begin conversations with him. Believe me, it is so much easier when my mum is around.