I thought i was over you. I honestly thought that i was over you. Seriously speaking, i thought i was over you. But then again, how am i to forget someone that easily especially after you gave me a lot to remember you by. Little did i know that i have liked you ever since day one. I dreamt of you for a few days straight. I swear it felt weird, but at the same time, comforting as well. And in my dream you were crying. I wanted to ask you though but its a waste i took so long to muster up some courage just to say hi. from the bottom of my heart, i am positively absolutely completely still in love with you. it has always been you, __. and i think my heart misses you. i don't care that you contradicted your own words and that you actually are a ------ but you told me you aren't. the thing is, my heart still says your name. it really does, okay.
i could write up a whole 88664227022154687453452157- word long essay about you but time is limited. i've got a lot of things on my plate already. and, its the last post before i am on hiatus.
xoxo
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
don't call me that.
Okay, so they rejected me. I'd be lying if i had said i wasn't crushed. But still, it's not the end of the world yet. I have a life to live.
I have started mugging for chemistry though, which is a good start. I never knew i would have such passion for chem. Haha, I loved Chemistry. And i really wished i could dropped physics and math. The only two that i can't seemed to cope with. But i am still holding on because i know i ought to. Its a waste that my brain refused to work with numbers and formulas.
Today marked the second day of prelims and i totally screwed up for social today. I was rushing through everything that for the last 5 minutes i practically wrote down anything that i happened to come across lest it will gain me few marks. And thank god, english was manageable. Passage was relatively easy. Summary too. I hope i'll move up one grade up to A2 for prelims as I have always seen a B3 on my report slips. Its time i make room for something new.
Speaking of which, im glad i scored a frigging A1 for Malay. and I am not boasting about my grade but it just so happened that im beyond happy because i have expected at least a B. and i have always hated it when people labeled me as a smart ass or anything that is within the meaning itself, particularly when i scored distinctions. Honestly speaking it can get really annoying because it......it just is okayy. I have always wanted to address this issue about these people but never really approached it. Not everyone knows what happened back then.....and im not going into details for that.
Honestly, it is exhausting and it is further compounded by the fact that people have always asked "Why are you so smart/What did you do to get 3rd in class/How did you study?" I swear that was what people kept asking me. I mean, we're in the same class so that also means that we are of the same standard. Again im not bragging about my intelligence. I would always fobbed them off with the same usual excuse, just to stop them from prying too much.
Compared to WC, i am not at all near so don't always call me smartpants just because you think i am one.
moving on, i guess its time for me to be on hiatus already......for obvious reasons.
so as of today, im not gonna be posting anything on this page and you're not gonna see any good updates about anything.
Reality Check: O level in another 63 days.
I have started mugging for chemistry though, which is a good start. I never knew i would have such passion for chem. Haha, I loved Chemistry. And i really wished i could dropped physics and math. The only two that i can't seemed to cope with. But i am still holding on because i know i ought to. Its a waste that my brain refused to work with numbers and formulas.
Today marked the second day of prelims and i totally screwed up for social today. I was rushing through everything that for the last 5 minutes i practically wrote down anything that i happened to come across lest it will gain me few marks. And thank god, english was manageable. Passage was relatively easy. Summary too. I hope i'll move up one grade up to A2 for prelims as I have always seen a B3 on my report slips. Its time i make room for something new.
Speaking of which, im glad i scored a frigging A1 for Malay. and I am not boasting about my grade but it just so happened that im beyond happy because i have expected at least a B. and i have always hated it when people labeled me as a smart ass or anything that is within the meaning itself, particularly when i scored distinctions. Honestly speaking it can get really annoying because it......it just is okayy. I have always wanted to address this issue about these people but never really approached it. Not everyone knows what happened back then.....and im not going into details for that.
Honestly, it is exhausting and it is further compounded by the fact that people have always asked "Why are you so smart/What did you do to get 3rd in class/How did you study?" I swear that was what people kept asking me. I mean, we're in the same class so that also means that we are of the same standard. Again im not bragging about my intelligence. I would always fobbed them off with the same usual excuse, just to stop them from prying too much.
Compared to WC, i am not at all near so don't always call me smartpants just because you think i am one.
moving on, i guess its time for me to be on hiatus already......for obvious reasons.
so as of today, im not gonna be posting anything on this page and you're not gonna see any good updates about anything.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
12 John.
My favourite Peek-ture of all. The only problem: Lia wasn't with us ;(
[ Pictures were from RHD and Marina Barrage. ]
Mr. P bought us MacD's breakfast burgers
A had forgotten to bring her kite along
We had fun as we ran across the open space, flying kites, watched people fly kites, take pretty peek-tures
I had way too much that i have forgotten to eat my home-made foods
After Barrage, my girls and boys were planning to watch movie at Cathay
When we arrived, the movies showing do not start until 3/4/5 plus pm
We ended up walking around and window-shopped
We ate at-some-place-i-don't-remember-where
Well anyway, on another note, i dislike my (new) English teacher. Don't ask why I just dont like her. Previously when we had mock exam i scored a pretty 13/30 for free writing. Hah, everyone else did badly too. I think English mock exams arent helping much. Plus being the third express clas does not mean that we have to top the other classes right?
and school, i think im coping well and with prelims around the corner i think im gonna die soon. Seriously. Schedule is tight. Glad that i have already started mugging. I wished there was still some time for me to drop computer studies. On top of that, I have yet to recieve a call/emails from NP and w8, not to forget, Malay O level results.
We have mock exams almost everyday, teachers have high expectations of express classes, some people just doesnt care at all while some are stuggling to cope and beat exam stress.
Life is a beautiful war, isn't it?
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