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Monday, December 20, 2010

You can be the butter to my bread.

December is coming to an end. Its a matter of days now. I reckon im not exactly ready for 2011 but i can't wait for 2010 to end. I cant wait to let go of all the issues within me, of all memories that are not worth remembering, better to scour them all, better to let my emotions pour out before i genuinely embraced the new year. This past couple of days had been nothing but intense and hectic and dirty. And now i am just left with this big ball of anger and sadness inside me and i hate it. But above all, i thank life for teaching me a lesson or two. I guess its relatively true when they said looks can be pretty deceiving and some people tried to change me and masked the fact that they are a bunch of good-for-nothing people.


Enough said. I shall quickly summarize how my life has been these days. So last two weekend, luck was really down on my side. I was stranded somewhere in a foreign country, my car broke down, we got helped from a few of the local people there (but they didnt helped much tho), i slept on some coffeshop's table and mind you, IT WASNT IN S'PORE. To sum it up, it topped everything on worstthanaworstday.com ha. Fast forward to the following monday. My favourite girls slept over and we did what girls do, only better. On tuesday morning, we decided on going swimming so we packed lunch and grabbed a handful of things and clothes and headed out. Our plan to have a picnic on saturday totally backfired. We suck at this. Haha. On the same weekened, went to attend a wedding somewhere in m'sia. Wedding was okay, bride looked stunning and the groom wasn't that bad. Two days ago, went shopping again with my momma. We didn't exactly set a budget but before we even enter the mall my mum went all  'Don't overspend today/You can't buy all that you want/we have to save so dont overspend/I didnt bring much money with me so dont overspend/blahblah things like that. But *scoffs* who are we trying to kid? We all knew we're going to somehow overspent and so we ended up spending $222 (its an old habit of my mom to always check how much she had spent for the day). With the number of new shoes collection we bought, on the same night we cleaned up good and threw away some old shoes to make room for new ones.


Anyway yesterday went johore with my cousins and never did i once stop to marvel at why the locals seemed to look at us in a i-knw-you're-not-a-local-here kind of way. It felt good tho, to be different.  I have a flight to catch on wednesday night and woah i am so glad its not another holiday trip to KL/Genting.

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