50 heart over mind

Royal wedding was today and i bet millions around the world wants to witness it so badly just like my mom. Ever since she got back from work in the evening her eyes were practically already glued to the telly screen until late night. And in all channels she flipped through are all about this royal family while my dad are those like "oh they're getting married k wtv" kind of person and decided to zone out, completely. As a girl, i cant help it but felt a tingle of excitement for Kate and ha ha I AM SO JEALOUS LA PLZZ omgoshh she's literally a cinderella in REAL-LIFE this aint a fairytale its all real, they're going to have babies soon and will lived happily ever after in a huge mansion. She already gets her prince while im here still waiting for my prince to come and turn my image of fairytales into real life circumstances. Oh wait, i should grow up and learn by now that fairytales do not exist (hardly). Lucky for Kate Middleton. 

Well moving on, today marks the end of the first week of the academic week and believe it or not, 2 weeks into school and im still experiencing major culture shock. Everything is just so overwhelming and i always say that tomorrow will be a better day but it never happens. Hardly does. Im just so afraid i will lose it, someday. And when that happens, im going to stab myself. Ha ha. 

#49

k hi im in school and its going to rain anytime soon now and my batt is going to die on me pretty soon im going to be so bored like wtf later on i need to stay in school until 930 at night because of some unreasonable TAC or was it TAS hahaa sorry cant remember and school today is slacked i loved it. sorry there's no punctuation or wtv, i never am fond of using punctuation anyway haha so too bad. ok, batt left 13% only thats sad news :( i am dead tired but school keeps me occupied all the time. i need something else to keep me sane. and i wonder how im supposed to go back home later on, my batt is going to die flat-out on me, i dont have enough credits on my concession card, and apparently, no coins to take bus home either. wow, goodluck to me. its so cold out here i have my cardigan on but nothing beats the cold breeze and times like this i wish i am thick-skinned so i could have enough fats to keep me warm. i know im practically babbling nonsense but kwtv this is all random thoughts inside my head. and speaking about which i went work yesterday and didnt bring my phone along haha see how im such a klutz sometimes? well truth be told, almost quarter of my life but thats cute right? heh heh :B k i really need to get my ass down to the lecture theatre. 


xx!!

#48. TODAY I MET A BIMBO FRIEND. I LOVE HER ALREADY.

you can run over me

Think about how much things are different right now compared to the past. I miss the old days when life was easy for me. Oh wait, what i meant was less of a suffer. Who am i kidding, life can never be smooth-sailing or safe to say, its hardly easy. Orientation last week was exhausting and painful to the point that we suffered from sunburnt and didnt turned up for school. But nevertheless, im so glad we've bonded as a whole and i cant even read the awkward atmosphere that used to hang around us. Oh and i remember how Josiah and Amierul kept on teasing me about the starbucks guy who tried to hit on me ha ha, epic fail. They're hilarious gay boys and i loved them. They cracked me up everytime.

Moving on, lessons has officially starts and today marks the third day of learning. Truth be told, i wasnt prepared both mentally and physically. Body is failing me. This whole week has been overwhelming, i can feel my bones breaking apart and i have yet to brace myself of what to come. I am so afraid of practically everything. Goodness gracious, with fingers crossed i hoped i could get this past ever so quickly. I need something to keep me sane. Gotta pick up a hobby already... :/

On a happier note! Tomorrow is just so happens that i have no class and no practicum(wtv is that) which for the obvious equates to us all being able to sleep in yayy!! For the past 3 days that had been hectic enough, i need tomorrow so badly. I have been climbing those stupid two hills just to get to class everyday and as a student, can i please suggest that you would assigned each class to ONLY one venue? Its hard to have only 15 minutes to find those stupid buildings and its not even in sequential order, which adds to the agony apparently. I bet im not the only one who gets lost every so often but its ok because the seniors are there to even walk you to class. Almost everyone was late for this week's lesson and having being in a huge school, with masses of people everywhere, thats particular about punctuality is just so hard for the students. But i'll get used to it by the 3rd week, or atleast, thats what they say.

K i think thats long enough ha ha xx !!

ps/my life has been plainly boring these days but you keep me alive!

WHAT AM I DOING HERE.

So hi.

I have been checking up on my blog and keeping up with the blogs i follow but i just haven't felt the need to blog. I know it sounds a bit bizarre as i'm a total procrastinator but lately i've been curbing my spending (on myself...).  But ok thats totally going off topic.

Well, i hope you dont mind my lack of posts as im drawn more to tumblr coz partly being its easier and it kinda speaks for me. Anw, I'm not going to be the kind of blogger that makes one post after another but i'm going to try and make posts at least regularly hehh :B

So here, meet my partner :B K, stop marveling and your train of thoughts.....its not like what you may think. I nicknamed him zallie or zelly or as for now, botak. Everyone knws im drawn more to botak people and haha it beats me either so stop asking. All im supposed to say is that he's a relatively nice person, though he look a little like mr.bean (the animated one) he's a little bit more handsome, he's full of nonsense but still he makes me laugh at his stupid jokes at times. He has a weird and quirky habit of looking at people's nose and thankgoodness he liked mine hahaha. Well, i reckon he shall be the first and last to notice that anyway. Fortunately, he has a good voice i have heard him sing good. There's a lot more to him you have yet to know and i shall stop here as i am dead exhausted from work and basically, life. Life hasn't been treating me well but being me, i wont let myself wallowing in self-pity. Instead, i'll jump over that puddle and make the best out of everything.

Moving on, school officially starts next week and omfg i hate the idea of going into a new school with new faces and new everything. Idontknw, i guess im just not ready for school yet and 4 months of holidays is never sufficient to brace myself for a practically new life in poly.

Maybe i shoud turn in early tonight to save my permanent eyebags from drooping even further. I can die of guiltiness tomorrow.


Goodnight. :X